Posted by: dvine99 on
This last month has been absolutely horrible for me. We have been preparing for my Husbands leave that takes place October 2nd. He will be gone for 6 to 9 months for Army training. This is a good thing because he is being promoted and of course that means more money, but I am missing him already and he hasn't even left yet.
On another note my boss has been on a rampage with everyone and I seem to be catching his every blow. Everytime he is mad or someone pisses him off I am the one he takes it out on. I just can't take it anymore.
I feel like I am stuck in a high traffic four-way stop and I need to choose which road to take or the cars will just keep crashing into me. None of the roads look like the right one, but I have to make my move quick before I get hurt.
I am struggling with this decision, but I think I need to make a career change. I have wokred for the same company for the last 13 years doing various jobs and always moving up. I feel like I need to leave the company and branch out to something new, but I don't know what.
All in all I am still working out as hard as I can. My weight still does not seem to be moving so I have to take a look at my food in take and make some changes there. I don't have a food journal, but this weeks episode showed how important that is so I plan to start one next week once my Husband has left and I can get myself together. Good thing is I am still working out 5 to 6 days a week for 1 & 1/2 hours to 2 hours a day and I am tanning now too (YEAH!!).
I hope everyone enjoys there weekend!!
