Tuesday, January 20th, 2009, 10:45 pm
Let see all of the stresses and emotions in my life. First off, I would say that the death of an acquaintance of mine on New Years day caused a little bit of stress. Second, my husband and I had to put our only female dog down. She had lung cancer, I miss her still. She did live a long life and she was suffering but it is not easy losing a animal that you had for thirteen years of her life. Finding out that your brother in law might be dying from a heart condition is not easy especially when the brother in law is only a year older than you are. Finding out that your nephew is getting a divorce after only being married for three weeks, a cousin getting divorced because her husband cheated on her after only being married less than four months--at least there are no children involved in the previous two. A son who is getting divorced after being married for a year and a half. He has a young son who is only two. He is also going to be getting married to a young lady that his dad and I have never even met yet. I have another son who in reality really does not want any thing to do with his dad and me which confuses me even more than anything. I do know that the Lord will handle all of these problems if I just give Him the time to do so, but like most people I want to take care of everything myself and not sit around and wait. Oh yes, not to mention all the stress of not knowing where the money is going to come from to pay bills with. My husband and I are both on social security and not all of our bills are covered under the checks that we recieve once a month. Not to mention food, clothing, gas for the car, and any other expenses that we might have for one given month.