Posted by: Sandie28 on
I have been struggling with whether to stay here and on SP. I don't know if I should eliminate one or both of them. I haven't had a lot of time to spend on here. My husband is on the computer for work evey night and on for long hours. With what little time to be on the computer, this site slowness frustrates me. SP has a lot to offer. I have been taking the "back seat" to this journey right now. I am not handling the daily life stresses well and still not finding a way to work out that best fits my schedule and my family's schedule. I have been putting everyone else first before myself. Right now the only thing that I do for myself is making sure I am in bed no later than 10pm. My kids haven't adjusted to their schedule yet because we just changed it again. They are not bouncing back as well as I hoped and then to top it off they start school this next week. Plus my husband's father had a heart attack this past Thursday and he's in critical but stable condition.
I feel if I am not helping me than I don't have the support to give to this team. I have prayed about this every day and I feel that my main focus is to get my family life back in order and return here when I can completely devote more time to each of you. I love this team but I need to take a break from this and clear out the clouds. Thanks for all the suppport and encouragement that you have given me. I hope that I will get back to this soon and return all the support and encouragement you have given me. Love you all ~ Sandie
